The ups and downs of a teenage boy

I realised that even if i write FML a million times, nothing's gonna change. Life's such a bitch to me. But my mum keeps telling me to see things in perspective. I have to study for my IB's like asap!! it doesn't help that i failed my mocks....Will i make it? I seriously doubt it. I used to be able to trust God in EVERYTHING but now, i just feel helpless. Lord, what should i do? what can i do? I am determined to just finish revising all of my syllabus, do one or two past year papers and face the exams with courage! I wanna be able to look up at the Caribbean blue sky and smile:)

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I got into dartmouth.........................

got into colorado college class of 2014!! woohoo!!

Done. Yes, I'm done. finally, I'm finally done with all the work. I...i.........i.....just......need..................to..................sleep. Yes. Sleep.

It's the season of dragon slaying! Three dragons to slay: EE, WR IA and STWL. I'll show no mercy!!! Wish me luck guys!

Workloads are insane at this point of time. In order to meet the Feb 25th deadline, us second years have to wrap up our 4000 words long Extended Essay, which, sad to say, I haven't started, World lit, IA's, etc. I'm going crazy trying to finish all of this. I don't want to flunk my IB after all:(